So I wound up breaking down crying last night. Then I slept like crap. I woke up this morning…and broke down crying again. I tried to get myself ready for work but just was so overwhelmed with everything about the one-year “anniversary” of Rand’s passing I was just an emotional wreck. I wound up calling…
Month: March 2011
One Year Later
My dear friend, I still miss you so much. I’m not sure what else to say than that.
Tree crap
It poured last night. And its heavy duty crazy pollen time here in florida. Every single inch of my car is covered in tree crap. No time to drive to a car wash before work so its going to sit like that all day. Joy.Text msg from M Posted via email from memoryanddream’s posterous
Kitties
Since I’ve got nothing to write about besides bitching about finances or pollen (no seriously, the pollen is insane here right now. My car was, once long ago, silver as I recall. Now it’s some putrid shade of greenish yellow), how much my job sucks or how much I’m dreading the first anniversary of my…
Art festival downtown tampa
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Irony
I was really worried today about making sure I got into work no matter what since I have my annual review with my boss scheduled for 3:30pm. Love stayed home today since he was still unwell. I'm not 100% either but I knew I had to make it in. Turns out, my boss is sick…
Whew
Love slept for a few hours. Made him a sandwich. Then a second. He’s still queasy but at least he’s got some food in him. My stomach is still highly miserable but I’ve managed to stay out of the bathroom for a record 3 hours now. We went to pick up his car (didn’t want…
Sick and Sicker
It’d be a fucking comedy if it weren’t so pathetic. Not only am I violently ill – seriously, this isn’t just my stomach being bad, this is food poisoning or stomach flu or something, shakes and all – but Love was so sick driving home from work he couldn’t get all the way. I had…
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Sick all day yesterday and today. Tried going to wkgot sick there. Came hm. Physically emotionally mentally fried. 🙁 Text msg from M Posted via email from memoryanddream’s posterous
Sadness
It's been hitting me really hard the last few days. And I'm sure it's going to continue being difficult for the next few weeks. We're at a year now since Rand went into the hospital. A year ago Sunday was the last time we spoke to him and saw him conscious. A year ago now…