Less than 24 hours to go. Getting more nervous as the day goes on. It feels so surreal to me that tomorrow I’ll be in the hospital. Like, I can’t truly wrap my head around it. And yet, I’m feeling more and more tense. I’m afraid I won’t sleep tonight so I called the doctor’s office and they gave me two Xanax for tonight and tomorrow. After dinner, I’ll have half of one and another before bed. I think being relaxed tonight and calm and getting rest is probably a good idea.<\/p>\n
It’s weird because I’m going about my day today and it seems so normal. I unloaded the dishwasher, did some towels, vacuumed, etc. So it’s hard to grasp that tomorrow so much of my world is going to be different from the norm. I’m still worried about my post-surgery recovery; how I’m going to feel, what I’m going to be able to do, etc.<\/p>\n
Making dinner now. I can eat and drink until midnight. We’re having some turkey and mashed potatoes. They had a pre-cooked, sliced turkey half breast at the supermarket and it sounded good. Love’s cooking some homemade mashed potatoes. Should be nummy. Anyway, should go check on it but just wanted to write a little something.<\/p>\n
Probably will tweet or post a quick entry tomorrow and then I don’t know exactly when I’ll be back. Rebecca<\/a> has posting rights so if I am able to update her, she can post here too for me. I just have absolutely no clue how I’m going to be. (Which is also weird.)<\/p>\n Anyway, dinner calls.<\/p>\n