It's almost 12:30am. I have to be up about 5am because I need to get into work at 7am instead of 8am. See, there's this pesky traffic problem we're having that's going to be hell tomorrow. Hopefully after Sunday, all these damned people will leave and I can have my roads back. (and go back to an hour communte instead of a 1 1/2-2 hour drive for 25 miles)
Reason I'm writing this so late is to let everyone know I'm not going to be around for awhile. I don't know for how long and right about now, I don't care. I just uploaded all of the damn site to the new location- www.drinkdeeplyanddream.gothic-angels.com-and even added some new material so you'd have it at your fingertips. Anything else you may need has probably already been answered 10 times on the forum. Read the site, read the topics. That's the whole damned point. It's why they're there.
As for me, I'm tired. I'm sick of being told I'm not fucking doing enough or being perfect for everyone. Sorry folks, last time I checked I was still just a person. I don't get shit for doing any of this. If you want to make topics that have no point but to tell me I basically suck, fine. Whatever. I'm sick of defending myself from you.
Say whatever the fuck you want. I'm not listening anymore. Think you can make the forum better? Have at it. Stand on your heads if you want, I don't care. I'm not dealing with it anymore. Say whatever you want, let people spout out bullshit that's not true and only muddles the facts, let 13 year olds talk about being vampires, whatever. I tried to make the best of it all but apparently that's not fucking good enough, so I'm done.
Enjoy whatever you make of it.
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 1/26/2001 12:22:24 AM ~
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