Add to that I don't know what to do about my head...these migraines are coming back again-HARD-and I can't take this...it hasn't stopped hurting in days. I constantly see after-images and auras around things from the brightness of light, tv screens, moniters, etc. My site is filled with hazzy orange and blue blobs. My neck throbs, my eyes feel like they are on fire and NOTHING is helping me. Not even my stand-by excedrin. It's not going away-no matter how much ice, darkness, and sleep I get, it's still there...I want to cry, but even that hurts too much...my eyes hurt so bad from the light-even typing this is painful and I'm trying to do it with my eyes closed honestly... (perk to knowing how to type)
At the same time, I feel so selfish. It's his birthday and I feel like I totally let him down. Everything was supposed to be great and now I'm in here, crying over my headache, ready to turn in for sleep at 10:30 at night. It's so unfair, but this headache is just hell...
Going away now...in search of yet more ice for my head...
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 2/18/2001 10:32:52 PM ~
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