It?s been so odd not having the journal to make updates to the last week or so. I?ve gotten so used to keeping a record of my daily events, thoughts, and ideas that it?s now almost unnatural to NOT record them. Weird, hu? Something that so many people ask me why I do this has turned into something that I truly enjoy doing and miss when it?s not there. I still don?t know what?s going to happen with the site?seems that it?s universally not allowing updates anymore for anyone (not just me) which means that I have no way of redirecting people to a new location pending that I even had one in the first place. It sucks.
Had a really weird night?s sleep last night?I still feel asleep stupidly early on the couch (well, actually, truth-be-told, both my Love AND I zonked out at the same time) but, I had the oddest dreams all night. Just plain goofy things like having the character ?Angel? making a guest appearance. Things like that don?t usually happen. All sorts of mystical and other weird things out of a faerie tale, but taking place in the ?real? world. Very, very odd. On top of it all, I woke up several times throughout the night as well and each time, I didn?t know what woke me, but when I closed my eyes again, I was back in the dreams like before. I felt a little more refreshed from the fact that I dreamt, but I?m still pretty sleepy overall. Seems to me like it should be Friday and I?m almost confused as to why it?s not. (I hate when I REALLY lose track of any sense of time. It gets so confusing!)
Why is it that whenever I sit down to write an entry, all the things that I?ve been spinning ?round and ?round in my head suddenly disappear? I?ve been thinking of all sorts of content that I want to touch on, and here I am, _flat_ for ideas. Stinks. I think it has to do with the hurried nature of trying to write a post, plus the frustration of not knowing for sure where it?s going to be posted too. Grr.
Well, for right now, I guess I?ll run to lunch (at 1:46pm). If I get a moment and/or think of something to say, I?ll try to add to this and hopefully even publish it somewhere. Tonight, Joolo?s coming over and we?re going to play some video games and watch some Buffy. Silly, fun stuff all around. A good night though. *smiles*
Out for now?.
5:00pm
Looks like I never got back around to adding anything else. Going to publish this and then head for home. More hopefully tomorrow. Have a good one all!
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 11/13/2001 05:03:33 PM ~
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