When it comes to being mysterious, that's what you do best. You like to leave others puzzled and speak in riddles. You're not out there for the fame and fortune, you're just being yourself, doing what you do best. You're strong and courageous, and you're always the leader of the pack. You're skillful; people respect you, and you respect people.

Morpeus, eh? *shrugs*

It's lunch and since I brought in a couple slices of leftover pizza to eat, I'm not going anywhere. Well, I will run to the bank when someone gets back, but that'll only take a couple minutes and leaves me time to pop off quickie journal entry.

Man, I've been busy this morning on this project my boss has given me - manually plowing through pages of leads to match them up with the marketer, sales consultant, and source to compile into a massive spreadsheet. Ugh. I hate spreadsheets. They're so...boring. (That's what I get for listing "managed and updated 85 page workbook covering southeastern region sales tracking" on my resume! *lol*) It's one of those projects that literally takes your whole day and you end up with a couple statistics when you're done that don't mean a whole lot. But, it's one of those things that management simply loves to have and so you spend all day on it to give them their statistics. *laughs*

My head's a little better today, but the migraine is still lurking in the background. Anyone who gets them will understand how you can feel it hovering but not really be in any serious amount of pain - it's just like the promise of pain. *shudder* My neck is being pure evil still and is doing that really icky burning thing where it feels like where the bones should be, there's only this lava instead. It's hard to describe, but it sucks and I don't think I'd wish this on anyone. Having a fucked up neck is really shitty. On the better side of it, my Love actually offered to rub it for me last night while we watched Disney's Atlantis (pretty good, nice animation, no songs) on DVD. He actually did it for a really long time and that was nice. Then I had to go and sleep which screwed it all up again. (No, I can't win with this battle)

The really fun part of last night was when my phone started ringing at 3:15am. No, no, it's ok, I really didn't want to sleep or anything. It of course can be only one person, the ever-annoying, Crystal. Ugh. This girl has so many damned issues that if she ever solved them, there'd just be nothing left. And here's the difference between her and me: she screws up her life all on her own. It's not just like really bad luck that I seem to have, no, 'cause then I couldn't get so annoyed with her. Instead, it's things like quitting her job because she's bored with it (even though it was her first full-time job in awhile and made her good money) to go work with her stepmom who has purposly screwed her over on multiple occassions. Hmm, guess what happens? Of course! Her stopmom screws her over the first moment possible to cover her own ass. It's shit like that, her HORRD choice in men (and calling them men is a compliment), and her ungodly bitchy attitude that makes her perfect and everyone else peons to do her bidding that has me fed up and not willing to take any shit from her anymore. Needless to say then, I was beyond peeved that she calls last night crying over her latest "winner" of a boyfriend. Look, if we have to TELL you to leave 'cause he's drunk and hitting you, there's really something wrong. I don't know what her problem is, but the last couple months/year, she's just on this wicked path of self-destruction.

Anyway....it's another hot day today. Been in the mid 80's all week - record tying/breaking temperatures. Supposedly, we're to get back down to our normal temps of the low/mid 70's for this time of year come this weekend, but I'm not holding my breath. We had about one week of cool weather all season so far and it just keeps getting hotter and hotter. (It's miserable. Trust me, when you already have 9 months of sweltering, suana-like conditions, you really want - and look forward to - a break)

In totally non-related news, tomorrow is a busy day for me since I have to work from 8am-12pm and then come home, grab my Love and head to my friend Rand's house to watch the All Star Game after that. Whoo-hoo! Hockey! Man, without cable, I've been so out of touch. I have no idea how any team's doing, and I've only seen one game all season - the Bruins game we went to when they played against the Lightning. That's just sad. I think there's also some other sports thing going on this weekend, but who cares? HOCKEY! :)

Ok, well, it's about that time I guess. Sorta a babbling, rambling entry, but hey! It's an entry. TTFN.

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 2/1/2002 12:52:26 PM ~ ~