First off, I think I've gone crazy. I really for no real reason mind you, am absolutely in love with these boots This is not something I ever tend to wear, nor am sure I have things to wear them with, not to mention I doubt I could seriously walk in them, but WOW. I actually REALL want to buy them. They are £ 81.5 or about $118.78 US Dollars. Sheesh! For shoes? But, man, I do not know what it is about them. They are just so....sexy. Think of all the cool shots I could get with them on cam. (size F5/black leather) I am so taken by them! lol You know....my birthday is coming up.... May 16th for those keeping track.... =D Yeah, so I have decided I need new clothes (besides all mine being so old they're literally in tatters, I have had a change in style and I want stuff that's sexy, girly, and attractive, not just stuff that covers my body. I think I'm finally in a place where I like my body and want to show it off) and that new clothes will make me happy. Guess new shoes go with that, hu?
On a Serious Note
Kush-ka goes in tomorrow to have another tumor removed. This will be the second one he's had and it worries me to no end. At twelve, despite these sudden problems with the tumors, he is years younger in health. The vet's office actually called me to find out what was going on with making an appointment. I told them I want to - and need to, the tumor has gotten larger lately - but that I lost my job and didn't want to write them checks I knew weren't going to be cashable. They were so nice and basically told me to bring him in and we'd work out monthly payments to figure it out. They don't want me to kill my cat for lack of immediate funds basically. Such a load of my mind. He's so special to me and I've been SO stressed on what I could do in such a short amount of time to help him.
People think I'm crazy that I spent $1,000 last year to save his life and will do so again this year, but how can I not? How can I sit, do nothing, and watch my cat die slowly from cancer?
Anyway, he is my compagnion, my alarm clock, my ghost hunter (he sees them as much as I do!), my bug chaser, my legwarmer, and most of all, my friend. And friends deserve your support, love, and help.
An Early Morning
So I need to be there like 8am tomorrow. This means at 12:45am, it's already really late for me. So I'm going to sign off for now and hopefully get some rest tonight. Wish us luck. This is so sudden, but I really think it's a good thing. I have a lot of faith and trust in his vet, so I'm hoping for nothing but the positive. I will be away from the pc most of tomorrow - his vet is 25 miles away from my apartment - so look for an update tomorrow evening.
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 5/1/2002 12:43:33 AM ~
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