I am still so damned sick! ARG. and i got an email from my boss basically telling me if I'm not 100% and ready to go tomorrow morning, chipper and everything, that it's over. but I'm fucking sick and feeling worse now then I did this morning. I only got sick last night for crying out loud, so today was only the first full-blown day of it. There's no way I'll be bright and eager and happy and perfect for an 8am start time (considering I have to get up at 6am to make said 8am start time and drive 1 1/2 hours)

I understand business and all, but this just sucks. It's not my fault and I do not have control over whether or not I've got a cold on a day you don't want me to have a cold. Ugh. *sighs*

In other news, we had a firetruck and an ambulance pull up at the building that adjoins ours, so we went outside to see what was going on. The firemen were all in full garb and such and there was an electrical smoke smell on the air. Turns out apparently the apartment like right through the wall next to ours had their water heater burn out and cause a small fire. Ick. Luckily it was out and everything was ok, but eep. Scares me. I'm terrified of fire and I'd hate to even think about someone else's apartment causing our own to get toasted.

Anyway, I'm exhausted. I can't see straight, I can't breath, and I feel like utter shit. My nose won't stop pouring out snot and my ears are all stuffed from the pressure of blowing my nose so many damned times. In short, I'm going to bed. I don't know what the hell to do about tomorrow. I'm too fucking sick to deal with this shit.

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 9/9/2002 11:07:41 PM ~ ~