It's been hours now. My Love has rubbed my neck several times tonight, but it's not going away. Not even close. I don't know why I'm writing this other then as a way to track my headaches. It's been all day. My eyes have been hurting the whole day like it's been hurting to see. They feel very dry (though they're not) and they just ache at the same time. Fuck I hate this. Fuck.
My mom's dog died last night. She was almost 11. She had really bad arthritis and wasn't really able to walk anymore. Last night, she apparently had a couple heart attacks and passed away at the house. She's really upset. I feel bad because they knew she wasn't well but they didn't know this was coming at all. Just not a good time for our pets right now I guess. Makes me think all the more on the state of Kush's health.
Anyway, my head is KILLING me and I need to stop using them. Don't know if I can sleep, but I know I can't keep staring at the moniter.
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 10/21/2002 03:47:22 AM ~
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