Tried to use our new (xmas gift from my mom) electric fondue pot for the first time tonight and didn't do so well. It works wonderful, but cooks way faster and we just didn't have the timing down on it. We'll figure it out though.
Just going to bed now. Haven't wanted to post. Nothing to say. No want to say anything anyway. Made myself post this before going to bed just because it's like habit to post at least once a day. Maybe it's a habit I should break. I'm not so sure that it's serving any purpose anymore. There's never anything to talk about and I just always am unhappy and feeling like shit and even I get sick of hearing it.
So, if I just up and stop posting that's why. I dunno. Maybe I'm just emotional from Aunt Flo being in town. Maybe I'm overtired. Or maybe I just wanna go away for awhile. All I know is I'm not happy with how things are now. And I haven't been for a long time. In so many ways.
Can I wake up tomorrow and just be someone else instead? Is it too late to do a trade-in on this life? No, not a refund, maybe just an exchange? Because, I was sure I had my receipt in here somewhere...
~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream
at 1/7/2003 06:17:19 AM ~
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