Yes I know I've lacked updates lately. I've just been so busy and stressed getting everything together for the upcoming move. I'm really close so in the next couple days I should be able to put in the order and then it's just a matter of waiting for the domain to resolve at the new location. Spent all day dealing with registrant problems (I had registered my domains through dotster, but through drak's reseller program of dotster and the drak owner was being a real bitch and said I had to change registrants as well.) Well I did and without problem or cost - as it seemed like it was going to take. Now I go straight through dotster and not the reseller at all.

Several people have contacted me and put in penguin orders or horn orders or made inquires about jewelry - I'm just so thrilled at the kindness and response of my friends. This situation would be disasterous if not for all of you.

On the personal side of things, I'm just miserable today. It's that time of the month but I'm way more exhausted and sore and tired and even out of breath then I've been in years. Something just isn't right and I couldn't even get out of bed today. I slept most of the day and even napped on the couch and still, I feel awful and like I'm honestly ill. It's just terrible. I don't have any reason for it because, as I said, since I've been on this perscription, things have been very easy and regular and controlled that now I don't know what to think. Yesterday I couldn't catch my breath all day and this morning my whole body ached so badly that it woke me up several times over night. It worries me and I'm already stressed over the move and all the bullshit therein that it's doublely troublesome.

I hope I feel better tomorrow and that I can get up and out of bed and get into my temp job. I have things I need to do tomorrow as well like hit the PO and craft store to fulfill my orders. Right now though, this isn't even my typical worst day. And it feels way worse then it has in years. What scares me is that you have to understand I was on doctor ordered bed rest monthly because of my debilitating cycles. Any hint of that again just panics me.

Alright, enough. I'll post more updates as they go along. Should have enough to put in the new order once an order clears. Which is good because I don't want this to have to go to the last minute.

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 3/29/2004 09:26:44 PM ~ ~