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Reminder...

There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.

To these people I say grow up.

Here's a bit of info people...the web is a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty site has disappeared.

I pay for this site. It's mine. That means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else. Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care. This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't, it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.

*gets off soapbox*


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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Frustrations
My hard drive - the new(er) one that I started using as my primary after filling up my old (now secondary one) when I switched over to WinXP - is corrupt. It's bad. Seems like the crashing problems we've had since we tried to fix the ACPI errrors were due to that. The ACPI problems were in fact most likely fixed by the BIOS update, but with the bad sectors on the harddrive that we didn't know about, I couldn't tell because the system was still totally unstable. Right now, I'm typing this on Love's crappy little laptop (took me over six minutes just to log in and load the page here to write my entry! Grr!) and we're going to have to get a new hard drive, reinstall all the programs and OS, track down all my programs and everything, and try to get back into my harddrive to back up my files, email, etc. UGH. What a complete pain in the ass!

And...it's now March 1st. My annual pre-paid hosting is going to run out this month. I don't know when exactly because when I emailed them for my billing login information, they didn't get back to me. So now I need to come up with like $160 for all my domains hosting for the year. I also wanted to change hosts but I haven't had time to track any down because of my constant downtime so now I don't know what to do, let alone where to start getting the money for my hosting. Grr. Last year, a bunch of people helped by donating towards the cost which was how I had it paid for the entire year. And what a relief that was not to have to struggle every month to come up with the funds. I was going to put up notices on my forums but with my pc down again completely and no idea how long it's going to be until I've got normal, regular access again, I'm afraid by the time I could make the announcements, it'd be too late to help.

*sighs*

Just really frustrated. Everything all at once as always, too much and leaving me just sitting, unable to do anything about it. I hate that helpless feeling. For the moment again, if you need to reach me, please use my gmail account - memoryanddream@gmail.com - since I can check that from other pc's easier. Also, should you, in your kindness wish to help out with my domain hosting issues, please send suggestions to that email address for hosts. I need at least 4gigs of transfer a month for each DDD and GETS, I need about 150 megs of space at least for each, I also would like the ability to host more then one domain on the plan, I also need subdomains, want a cpanel (control panel), and a host of other things I can't think of right now. Should you feel generous in the hosting cost issue, my paypal accepts either webmaster@giveneyestosee.com or webmaster@drinkdeeplyanddream.com

Anyway, I'm basically pc-less at the moment (again). Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm suddenly not around.