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Blogroll Me!
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Sick With Worry
I'm just sitting here waiting for my mom to get me. I have an emergency dentist appointment at 10am. My dentist is in surgery today but one of the other two in the practice will see me. Yesterday I got sick. Had a blueberry muffin from my local supermarket bakery and lost it within a few minutes. I think it was bad. It made me sick the majority of the evening. Just miserable upset stomach. I'm not the type to throw up - ever. The fact that I couldn't stop it leads me to think it was somehow bad. Then this morning, I get up (after no sleep) and as I'm getting ready, I get sick again. Only this time, I haven't even eaten anything. So there's nothing to throw up. Which doesn't stop my stomach from trying. Miserable. I think there's something wrong with me. I don't know if it's residual food poisoning (though I ate last night and my stomach settled down and none of last night's food came back up) or if it's related to the pain in my mouth, or if it's the antibiotics screwing with my stomach or what, but something clearly isn't right. 6am this morning I woke up. And realized part of the reason was how painful my jaw/gums had gotten. The tylenol had clearly worn off in the night. I took two more but it wasn't until about 6:30am that it kicked in. I basically didn't start getting back to sleep until I had to get up to call the dentist. I'm just worried. It wasn't supposed to be like this. And I don't know what they're going to say. I don't even know how they're going to know what is causing the pain. I don't know if they're going to be numbing me up and drilling around again or not. How much time and pain am I in for today to get rid of this damned pain? Anyway, I'm just miserable. And so defeated. I feel like I've lost before the race even started.
~ flowers bloom by Memory and Dream
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