28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
Week of Migraine Hell Ugh. It's been such a week. Migraines three days this week. Last night, it got so bad, I broke into my Imitrex stash. See, I had eight pills. And I won't be getting any more any time soon. At about $200 a package of ten, it's simply not possible. But I couldn't take it anymore. And I remembered how much I hate those things. Yeah, 100mg gets rid of the migraine, but it leaves me totally and horrifically uncomfortable inside my own skin. My heart gets fluttery, random parts of my body alternate between numb and tingly, I get feverish and cold at the same time - just a mass of odd and really unsettling sensations. On top of it, it's hard to sleep. Oh and it makes my throat sore. (Dunno.)
So I hit the bed after literally being unable to stop crying about how much my head hurt (again) about 11:30 last night. Woke up today and it started in, so I basically woke up and took some excedrin. It's been lurking in the background all day. My neck is pure hell right now too and despite Love rubbing it for me yesterday and today, it's not a smidge better. It won't pop; it's stiff; it aches and it's just agony. What I need is regular massage on a theraputic level. My neck itself is actually permently screwed up and there's nothing that can be done about it except try to keep it from getting so bad. Unfortuntatly, I can't afford treatments to keep it from getting so bad, and I end up stuck in this hellish migraine cycle; vicious and horribly painful cycle.
Anyway, it's been a miserable week. I've still be trying to work on the PhoenixFire Designs site but I'm not done yet. I've got to finish the earrings section and do the entire bracelet section and then I'll be done. It's been a HELL of a lot of work though. (Which I think I've mentioned before, but ya know, it has been.) Good news is that there will be a LOT of new things up when I'm done. Which is good. I need some sales. Heh.
Alright, I'm heading to bed. My head's getting on the worse side of bad again and I'm sick of dealing with it. Being unconscious sounds preferable right now.
