28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
Hair and Shoes My mom came by on Monday and we hit the other mall near me. She needed to return something and didn't want to do it at the mall we were at on Thursday. You may remember that despite her best efforts on Thursday to buy me a pair of shoes, it didn't work out. Well, Monday I caved. I couldn't really make up any excuses since the pair that I had liked in the first mall didn't fit right but the same exact style fit just fine in a different pair at the second mall. They were on sale and so I went home with these thanks to my mother:
Chocolate Brown Sandals, almost no heel - exactly what I'd been looking for
So yeah, they're cute. And I like them. Still though, you know how it is. Feeling guilty and all that.
The other half of the post is another update. This time to the question of whether or not to cut my hair. I opted for cut. She didn't cut it as short as I said but it still looks significantly better and much healthier. It doesn't look like a lot in the photos, but she did take four or so inches off.
Yeah, ignore my messy bathroom in the background. I needed something to prop the camera up on and the towel bar worked well.
Ultimately, I think I'd have wanted another inch or so off, but it's all good. It looks a lot nicer and way less cavewoman-esque. Plus it makes a cut little bob in a ponytail. I'm happy I did it even if it's not as drastic a change as I thought it'd be.
Today was a blah day. So blah I dozed off not once but twice. And didn't really feel any better for it. I'm still in a blue funk so nothing much propells me in any direction. It's all just pretty much the same, monotonous lethargy and depression no matter what day, where I am or what's going on. Sucks. It's also why I'm still really having to force an entry and why I'm going to stop before I start annoyingly whinning again.
