28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
Absolute Exhaustion Yesterday I ended up doing a full day from 8:30am - 5:30pm. Today and tomorrow are both full days as well. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday are as well. Thursday I'll probably come back in for the morning to help her get caught up after her vacation. The problem is that I'm literally physically exhausted.
I know peoplec don't understand this kind of thing and they'll say that millions of people do this every day. And while yes, that's true, that's not me. I haven't gotten enough sleep since Saturday. I've had a migraine spanning two days. I've had IBS flare-ups and I've had allergies kicking my butt. I know people won't understand but I'm just physically incapable of these kinds of hours. I thought it wouldn't be bad because it was only for a week and a half. But it's harder then I thought it was going to be. And it's everything I have to literally not just pass out. I feel like I'm sick. Like I've been run over by a Mac truck a dozen times. Everything on my body hurts and even my eyes are aching. (fluorescent isn't helping things)
I just don't know how I'm going to get through today let alone tomorrow. I just don't have it in my physically to do these kind of hours. It terrifies me. And at the same time, I know people won't believe me or understand how hard this is for me.
