28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
No Rest For the Weary I swear, I think I've forgotten how to sleep. It's been weeks since I've slept well. Even weekends fail to bring needed rest. I woke up seven time last night/this morning. Which, needless to say, fails to allow me proper attainment of real, deep and REM sleep.
My night went something like this: Sleep around 12:30am Woke up some time around 1:45am (10-odd minutes) Woke up around 4am (long time awake; 20+ minutes; made a pit stop, got some water) Woke up again at 7:09am (long time awake; 30+ minutes; fed the cats. Same exact time as yesterday) Woke up again around 8:06am (to the sound of some alarm going off; which continued to go off for about two hours; took me over 30 minutes to get back to sleep) Woke up again around 9:10am (10-odd minutes) Woke up to the phone at 10am (couldn't really get back to sleep. the alarm thingy was going off again.) Finally gave up trying to sleep around 10:45am
This sucks. So freakin' tired. Headache. Foggy. Miserable neck pain. And since I have to get up again tomorrow morning, things aren't going to be better sleep-in wise tonight either.
I swear, I don't know what to do anymore. If I took something to help me sleep, I literally wouldn't be able to get up for the alarm. Things that "may cause droziness" tend to cause coma for me. They knock me out sometimes upwards of 10+ hours. I haven't slept through the night in weeks now. And it takes me so long to get back to sleep when I wake up. I'm barely getting any REM sleep in and it's really getting to the point where my body is just shutting down. I'm so cranky and on edge because my whole body hurts and I'm so worn out.
