28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
A Good Day Love's already gone to bed so I'm sneaking in a quick entry on his pc instead. I felt it was blog worthy to say that today I had a nice day. My 8-day migraine finally broke and the severity of the neck pain has lessened. Love even said what the hell and came home early today, surprising me, and we went out for a late lunch, just the two of us, together. It was really nice.
We got home just before it started to rain. It rained from about 5:30pm through, oh...maybe 11pm or so. Hard, constant rain.
Just nice to say that it was a good day for once. And relieved to have some respite from my migraine and neck pain.
Week-Long Migraine So you may remember last monday's entry about a pain in my neck. In sum, last Sunday (as in the 19th), I had the most intense and horrific pain in my already bad neck. Well, it didn't go away. At all. Add to it a migraine that won't quit and you have my wonderful, joyful week. Alternating between horrible pain that I just can't seem to get past the worst of it in my neck and brain-splitting sharp, stabbing ice picks of migraine pain it's been seven fucking days of hell.
To say that I need to get to a doctor or at least a damned massage therapist is putting it mildly. It's just simply not getting better. And I've spent many hours the last week crying because the pain was just unbearable. It's actually hurting right now to even have my eyes open. It's hurting to see. And my neck is seizing up again. I don't know what to do. Seven days straight I took one over the counter painkiller or another for either my head or my neck (depending on what was worse at the moment) but none of it helped. I take a couple tylenol or excedrin maybe a couple times a month, and never day after day like that. Today I didn't bother because none of it's helping. I've tried cold, I've tried hot, I've gotten Love to rub my neck every single day but it's just not enough.
I'm so tired of hurting and I don't know what to do about it anymore.
