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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Monday, February 06, 2006
Good Day
So the dentist went well. They just had to put the perm crown on the tooth and it went smoothly and painlessly. It also took very little time. So it's there and it feels weird. But not weird in a bad way, just different. The temp crown was very small. It was actually shorter then the tooth next to it. There's not a whole lot of original tooth left by the time it was drilled for the filling, then drilled for the root canal. So the temp crown was really little. In fact, I wasn't allowed to eat off of it since it was kind of precariously held on. Now, well, the full crown is on there and I have a real bit again. I can feel it connect with my bottom teeth when I close my teeth together. Which, in turn, actually feels a little weird. You get used to something so when it's back to "normal" well, it feels off. And since it's been two months since I started this root canal process, that tooth's been out of sync the whole time. I'm sure in a few days I'll adjust to it being normal again, but in the meantime, wow does it feel weird! Next Monday sees me back for my remaining cavities. I'm going to try to endure and do all three. Two bottom, one top on the right side. I just want it to be over with. And one of the teeth - furthest back on the bottom, right-hand side - is really worrying me. You can see the black from the cavity now and it's got me absolutely paranoid. There's no way I can go through another root canal so gods, I hope and pray that it is still small enough that it's not gotten into the nerve and that it can still be salvaged with just a filling. Your energy, thoughts, prayers, and well-wishings are greatly appreciated. Once I get these three done, I'm done with my dental work. I can't tell you what a trying year it's been getting this all done and paid for and going through the pain and hardship of it all. The good side of things is after the dentist, my mom and I went to the mall. She got us a super nice toaster oven. I've been needing one for awhile now. Our little toaster is awful. It's small, it burns everything and I'm always afraid it's going to spontaneously catch on fire. I've wanted to replace it with a toaster oven so I can both cook and toast in it (including the ability to toast bagels! oh joy of joys!) but I can use it when I work with my clay. Instead of heating up the big oven and spending a lot of electricity on it, I can just use the toaster oven. Mom said it's Love's birthday gift. Heh. (His birthday is fast approaching on the 18th) He smirked because it was something I wanted moreso then he did but it's a household item and we needed on anyway. So I'm excited. My mom also got me a new pillow since mine had lost all of it's fluff. I've been dealing with horrific neck pain lately - worse then normal - and it's even been giving me migraines. So we'll see if it helps. Damned neck. (You guys do know my neck is permantely damaged right? It grew wrong as a result of being literally dragged into the world. I was supposed to be a C-section but my mom's dr didn't believe in them. Anyway, years later, as I was around 13 or so, they took me to different doctors because I was having servere pain in my neck. Turns out that they did damage to it and it grew improperly because of it. Meaning my neck hurts me every single day of my life. It's permantely out of alignment. It would have been a malpractice suit for sure if we had known earlier. By the time we discovered it, we were well past the statue of limitation to file. It might actually qualify me for a disability, but I've never had insurance to pursue that avenue.) Anyway, I'm hoping I might get some relief in the next few nights if it'll settle back down. What I need is a weekly massage program to keep it loose but again, at like $50-70 a session, that's no where near in my budget. So...that's today in a nutshell. Not a bad day for a dentist day after all.
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