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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
This, That, The Other
Weather - Brr! It's cold in the sunshine state! It's been a whopping 46F today which is absolutely frigid for a daytime temp for us. Most winter nights don't get that low overnight around here. Lots of weather advisories this afternoon. A Wind Chill Advisory is in effect for the entire region through 9am Monday, so bundle up in layers when heading out the door. ...a Freeze Warning is up for the entire region through 8am Monday. A Freeze Watch...Monday night through Tuesday morning.It's supposed to be 35F overnight tonight and only 33F overnight tomorrow. Brr! I say. Brr! (In typical Florida weather fashion though, the forecast calls for us to be back around 80F by the end of the week.) Soreness - My neck's been in bad shape the last few days. Big, stiff knot that just won't move. My neck is really locked right now from how tight it's gotten. And with the cold, my left wrist has decided to ache something fierce for the last two days. It's just killing me and everytime I try to use it - more then you realize even though it's my non-dominent hand - it painfully flares and reminds me that's not possible right now. I can't pick anything up even. Ugh. So annoying. Most times, my wrist is ok but some times...man. It reminds me it's not actually ok, it's just not painful enough to notice it on a daily basis. Dentist - So I admit. I'm freaked out about going to the dentist tomorrow. There's layers of reasons. My fear of the dentist has only gotten significantly worse over the last year through all the work I've had to do. I dread it more then I ever have and I get so anxious and sick to my stomach thinking about it. (Because, everytime, it's no fun and it's hours of pain.) I mean, big surprise I'm getting more and more gun shy, you know? Then I'm absolutely terrified that because it's been so damned long since I started this process, that the remaining three cavities are going to turn out like the last one - into a root canal. And there's no way I can afford to do another root canal. But the remaining teeth are much more visable and if I had them extracted, I'd totally fuck up my other, surrounding teeth. So I'm completely scared out of my mind. I've been trying to think positive thoughts but...man...it's hard. I'm so worried. I'm also not sure if I'm going to be able to endure all three tomorrow since one is on the top and if my neck continues to be as stiff as it's been, I won't be able to move it back for an hour so they can get up to the top. It's just a bad situation all around. Anyway, I'm dreading tomorrow. And I wish the weekend weren't over. I'd appreciate warm-wishes, positive thoughts and good energy for tomorrow. I want this to just all go smoothly and be done, finally, once and for all. I want to stop worrying about it all and dealing with the stresses it's caused emotionally, physically and financially.
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