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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Friday, March 10, 2006
Early Morning
I made it in this morning though I am still dealing with lingering nausea. It comes in waves and my stomach is definitely not happy with me. And though I felt like I was pretty rested when I got up, almost an hour into my day and I already feel like I've pulled an all-nighter. Mornings are very hard on me. The alarm going off at 7am to me is like 3am to most people. It's dead center in the middle of my sleep cycle. And no matter how many years I've heard the old, "you'll get used to it" line, it's just untrue. I have always had an inverse circadium rhythm and no amount of forcing myself on another sleep cycle gets me accustomed to the shift. Getting up in mornings is basically like working a third- or graveyard-shift for me. It just runs havok with my body. Anyway, I'm hoping just to get through the day. My stomach is quite unhappy with me and all I can think about it how long until lunch. I already feel the painful need to make a pitstop, but it's not something I can do here. Blarg. I wish I were sleeping right now so I wouldn't have to deal with mornings, my stomach or feeling urpy.
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