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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
Stomach Revolt
Got up this morning. Got dressed. Putting on my makeup. Threw up. And again. And again... Despite having only consumed some water, my stomach ejected that and then wouldn't stop when there was nothing left. Spent most of the morning badly, badly ill. Collapsed and basically passed out for several hours after that. Ate and kept some toast down but still feel ill all day. My stomach is alternating between wanting to burn it's way out through my skin and bubbling up making me feel badly nauseous all over again. I have no idea why. No warnings last night, no immediate, obvious sickness this morning. Just suddenly, puke. I was sick. Frusated, depressed and really self-hating myself right now. Tired of dealing with my body's revolts and tired of it consuming my life.
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