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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Like Watching Paint Dry
I don't know what it is today but I am so freakin' bored. I mean like mind-numbingly bored. So bored that you look at the clock and swear it's moving backwards and that someone is playing a trick on you. Surely it has to be later then it is, right? I don't know why but I'm just in a headspace where I don't want to be here, I don't want to be sitting at my desk, I don't want to do anything - not that I have much to do just some Access training cd rom thingy which manages to be both confusing and condesending at the same time. I've been obssively refreshing LJ but no one's posting. I've read through what few blog posts my friends made on their journals. I've nosed through more topics I didn't care about on the WDW board I visit and still, it's not even lunch (I go around 1:30pm.) I also made a bunch of photocopies and entered some info plus did two expense reports but that was in the first hour of the day. (Which feels like ages ago.) I just want to do something and it's not sit here, that's for sure. Bored. Bored. Bored. Diddily bored bored bored.... Let's see..... Yesterday I came home from work and Love had a surprise for me. On the coffee table, were a dozen beautiful, red roses. That deep, dark, velvet red that you think of when you think roses. He said I probably had a bad day having to talk to K. and all and basically telling her because of my health, I couldn't manage this many hours. Have I mentioned how absolutely AMAZING and WONDERFUL my Love is? How much I love him? He is the most thoughtful man in the world, I swear. Such a sweetie. Last week I got lovely mail from Neva. We're swapping jewelry and her piece (looks like this) arrived. It looks even prettier in person and I keep meaning to post a photo of it to show everyone but it's still sitting on my camera. Just haven't uploaded it yet to my computer. (And since I've been writing most of my entries from here at work, I don't have access to my camera's files nor my hard drive, nor photo program to edit images.) I really have to post a picture though because it's lovely and she does very nice work. (I'm going to make her a Swarovski Crystl Memory Wire necklace in return.) I painted my nails yesterday in this cotton-candy pink color. I wanted something spring and feminine but it's horrible. It was completely streaky and irregular in coating my nails and it dried this lurid neon color. Totally disappointed. I took it off last night I hated it so much. (And normally I'm awful about letting it chip off on it's own.) I've been gnawing my nails a lot lately and I thought I'd paint them to let them recoup a bit. It was one of the maybelline express colors and I've used other (metallic) shades before without problem. But this one was horrible. So now I'm grumpy because it was like $4 for this bottle of craptacular polish I will never use. Plus I still don't have a nice, soft, pretty, girly cotton candy, non-metallic pink shade that I want. *hums* 1:18pm. Getting closer to lunch. Which is good. I've got the bored snacky thing going on. I want to snack because I'm bored. At least if I head home I can eat a bagel and that should help the snackfest issue. Plus, it'll mean when I get back, there will only be three more hours of the day. Though jeez...the afternoon tends to go even slower then my mornings so if this morning is a sign of what's to come, I want to hide under my bed instead of coming back in. *lol* I want to do something artsy and creative. I've been dying to spend a few hours at my bead board, playing with my colors and beads and seeing what I come up with. I've had some new ideas for pieces but no time to sit, play and see what comes out of it. I normally do marathon sessions of beading; several hours at once. It's hard for me to sit down knowing I only have an hour or something total and make something. I get stiffled that way. The whole process is a great outlet too so I'm ansty to get back to it. Alright well, I have totally babbled pointlessly for a good half hour now which means I should end here. Congrats if you got all the way through that. Heh.
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 4/19/2006 01:24:00 PM ~
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