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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Playing Catch-Up
Saturday and Sunday were pretty ordinary. Errands and whatnot. Love, our friend Rand and I started to watch King Kong on dvd Sunday and an hour and 20 minutes into it, I couldn't take it anymore and worked on my artsy projects instead. They stuck it out. It was just so slow, long, dull and really spotty special effects. I mean, you could see the blue screen effect clearly several times. Bleck. I hadn't wanted to see it in the theater and I'm really happy I stuck to that and didn't actually pay to watch it. Monday (yesterday), I hung out with my mom. We hit the mall for an hour or so. She was late coming by because she's been doing very poorly lately. Her disease is really bad right now and she's out of medication options. Her newest one isn't helping either. It's so frustrating and sad to see her in such pain all the time and to know how limiting her life is right now. It's always nice to spend the day with her but it's so hard seeing her suffering like that. I got up yesterday and Love had sent me an email saying the phone was off. Stupid Verizon hadn't cashed my payment yet - sent last week - so they turned off the phone. It was a whopping $57 for crying out loud. Not like we were behind or anything. The due date was the 21st and yesterday was the 24th. I mean, jeez. So Love calls them and says, hey, the payment's already been sent. Their reply? Well, we can either leave the phone off until they get around to processing it (could be several days or more) or, we have to pay them again. I actually had to make a SECOND payment to them yesterday for ANOTHER $57. Fuckers. I just spent $120 for a $57 bill. So now of course we're $60 short. Money that was supposed to be part of the cable bill. Can you believe that shit? I can't stop payment on the check because it's a $15 fee but I tell you, I'm tempted to do it anyway just on principle. Talked to K. and she said to go ahead and basically keep coming in on the part-time/flex schedule until further notice. So that's good. They haven't even approved the position yet but hopefully, they'll just keep letting me be there until they figure it out or until they decide to hire someone full time. The good thing is that it's exta money, but there's no pressure since I can come in when I can and no worries if I can't. Today I opted not to go in since Sunday saw me with a migraine the entire night. I didn't get any sleep (maybe about three total, broken hours the whole night) and then was out with my mom all day, then we went to see Love's mom in the evening. On top of it, my stomach was in absolute full disaster mode. So I thought today would be a good catch up day. Also, K. warned me that they're doing construction up front in the office and that if I even remotely had a headache, not to come in. She said it's like a dental drill times a hundred. Eep. Poor Love's mom had a knee replacement yesterday so we went to visit her. Hospital is about an hour drive away from where we live so we didn't even get home until around 8pm. It was a long day yesterday. She's doing ok, but was really drugged up at the moment. (Which is good since that's going to be a miserable recovery.) Love's minor knee surgery last year was hard enough, I can't imagine what a process it'll be for her. So...doing a little better today. Stomach's balanced out to what accounts for normal for me which is good. Head's a little fuzzy still but that's probably hormones. Always have the worse migraine issues from hormones. (The joys of being a girl, ne?) I think the air pressure's changing too or something because it feels pretty tight in my skull. Maybe we'll get some rain. Poor area is dying here. Tampa hasn't recored a single reading of rainfall officially last month or this month. Probably longer, but the chart I looked up only had one previous month's data. It's been really bad. It'll get cloudy and overcast, but nothing comes of it. Orlando and such has gotten rain but not us. Tomorrow I'm going to head into the temp job and see how it goes. I hope the construction noises are bearable. Maybe I can close the door to the office I sit in to make it better. Poor K. must be having a hard time. Thankfully, she doesn't get migraines, but for her to mention how bad it is must mean it's bad. We'll play it by ear. What a rambling entry. No direction whatsoever. Sheesh. Oh well. That's the sum and the catch-up thus far. Hope all is well. (21 Days Until My Birthday!)
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 4/25/2006 02:06:00 PM ~
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