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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Friday, April 07, 2006
Quasi F/T Schedule Day Two
There is a lot I want to touch on, unfortunately, my left wrist is totally in agony right now making it stabbing painful to type. I have a bit of arthritis in it I believe (along with my mom and sister who have the same issues) but it normally is only bad when cold or damp. It's neither right now so I don't know why it's so bad. Jeez. I can not type. You should see what it looks like before the backspace bar gets to it. Anyway...Thursday Love wasn't feeling well so he called in and I got to sleep in until 8:45am and just drive myself into work. Day went by really slow. Stomach held out though only through force of will. It was really bad yesterday and still is today. Today (Friday), I got up around 8:15am, brushed my teeth and threw on a different shirt (kept the pj bottoms on) and grabbed the phone. Laid back down until Rand buzzed at the gate. Rode in with him to work, dropped him off and went back home to get ready myself. Worked out ok though it's a bit of a hassle. Still, at least I have some option, so I can't complain really that it's a little inconvenient. Really slow day today. Mostly, I sat in the office I'm using - which, by the way is nice because it's kinda off by itself and there's a big wall of windows so I don't have to turn on the florescent lights - surfing and listening to my iPod through my laptop's speakers and answered the phone every 30 minutes or so when it bothered to ring. They set up a call foward to my phone so I can answer it from there instead of needing to be at K.'s desk. My name was even on the phone display today. It made me disproportionately giddy. The afternoon I had a project of sorting marketing flyers and putting together some things for one of the sales reps. Boring but it was something to do. I find that my mornings go by much quicker then my afternoons. I don't know why that is. 10am - 1pm(ish) feels significantly quicker then 2pm - 5:30pm. It's weird. I'm back in Monday again so next week should be a "full" week on the 10am -5:30pm schedule. We'll see how it goes. No word yet on approval or outcome if it is approved. I just really hope all of this isn't for nothing. I really don't want to get my hopes up because I don't want to be let down if it turns out they don't approve the position or they offer it to someone else instead. The unknown of it all; how up in the air it is and how day-to-day it is makes it very hard. It's hard to try to come to some sort of balance when you don't know what will happen tomorrow. I'll definiately enjoy the money either way, but having a steady second income again (after several years now) would be so amazingly helpful in so many drastic and critical ways. Ow. Dammit. My wrist is so fucked up. It'll probably be like this for no reason for a few days before it just gets better and doesn't hurt again for possibly months before it flares and I start the cycle over again. I can't bend my wrist and even getting anywhere near 90 degrees is stabbing pain through my wrist and up the underside of my forearm. It's always and only my left wrist (and I'm a righty.) I'm typing this really weird right now - a modified hunt-and-peck - so I can minimize how I bend it. Tomorrow we have a hockey game to go to. Yeah for free tix. (The company has season tickets that employees can sign up for and enjoy for free. Just an employee perk.) So that's something fun to look forward to. I need to get the final item for my Full Moon Swap that I special ordered and which came in on Tuesday as well as some blue crystals for a necklace and bracelet order. It'll be a busy weekend getting it all done before the work week starts again. (You never realize how much free time you had and took for granted until you don't have it anymore.) Ow. Ok. MUST stop now. That's the update at the moment. TTFN.
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 4/07/2006 10:59:00 PM ~
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