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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Really Bad Morning
Yesterday saw me on day four of a migraine that wouldn't break. It just kept receeding a bit to lurk in the background until it came back full force again over and over. Yesterday morning I was in really bad shape and I ended up coming in after lunch. Last night I couldn't sleep. At all. Not even a little. So I'm exhausted, my head is still screwy from the four days of migraines and my stomach is in agony. I feel like I'm going to vomit pretty much every moment since I've woken up. Love told me I should stay home but I was trying to be good and be the brave little soldier and come in. Now I'm completely regerting it and I'm wondering how I'm going to handle the rest of the day. It's only 10am and another two hours before I can even head home to use the facilities. And then face the afternoon...? I don't think I can do it. This is so frustrating. I can't even think for as bad as my stomach is killing me today and for as spacey as my head is. I'm just so frustrated. I'm so tired. I'm so sick of being sick. I just can't keep doing this and feeling this way every damned day of my life. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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