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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Insomnia
After being unable to fall asleep last night and then waking up and repeating the process several times, I got around 3ish hours of sleep overnight. I wanted to try to avoid a migraine this afternoon (lack of sleep = huge trigger for me) so I called and told the temp job I'd be in after lunch and tried to get back to sleep. It was just about as successful as it was overnight. Which is to say, almost not at all.  I couldn't get to sleep and when I did, I'd wake up and lay there for a long period before I'd finally be able to fall asleep again.This is utterly unlike me. Sleep is not something I have a problem with. In fact, most times, I sleep too much. So I'm exhausted but it's just making it worse rather then making me tired enough to actually sleep. I went in at 1pm though and worked until 5:30pm. It was freezing up front! My hands were literally turning blue. Very boring and very lonely, but I got through it. (Thankfully, since in addition to the sleeplessness, my stomach's been rioting today and I've got cramps from hell.) I've got tomorrow and Friday also so I'm trying to just take it one day at a time and hope for the best. I just wish I knew what to do about this insomnia. I need to nip this in the bud before it turns into something chronic, you know? (And no, I don't consume much caffeine if any; I don't eat right before bed; I'm not hot and it's not too warm in the bedroom, etc. It's just there's me and then there's sleep and inbetween in a wall. Breathing exercises, relaxation techniques, sleepy time teas - none of it's helping.)
~ from the beach near
:: miss m ::
at 7/19/2006 08:23:00 PM ~
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