29 year old Pagan
female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats, loves Disney,
reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and believes growing up is
overrated
Help support Pet
Cancer Awareness
I lost my beloved cat,
Kush,
to cancer in 2003. Cancer is the #1 disease-related cause of death
for cats and dogs. With your support, together we can find a cure
Noah's
Wish
Noah's Wish is a not-for-profit, animal welfare organization, with a
straightforward mission. We exist to keep animals alive during
disasters.
ASPCA
The American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals
details
"an autumn wind" ver. 14
originally created 9/28/06 - 9/29/06
and
designed for
1024x768
CSS capable browser
Like
There are people on the net that
have nothing better to do with their time then be nasty to other
people online. They post rude comments, spend hours a day talking
about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a day
talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for
their opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone
to fit into their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw
a temper tantrum.
To these people I say
grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the
web is a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am,
or what I do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my
hair, or whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else.
It's really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and
nasty site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine.
That means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like
it if I'm bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go
somewhere else. Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too
fucking bad, don't read them. Somewhere along the line, someone
forgot this simple fact: Live and let live Don't like me,
cool, fine, whatever, I don't care. This journal is NOT for
you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or fame or anything
stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and express
myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't, it
doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about
it.
*gets off soapbox*
: : welcome to giveneyestosee.com : :
Dreamhost is a great webhost with a
TON of bandwidth and features. I use them myself.
use MISSM25OFF for $25 off!
free sterling silver & gemstone
jewelry. not a scam, lovely stuff use
my link and I get 50 cents
my handcrafted jewelry, wearable
horns and more! all hand made
donations through paypal with
balance, checking account, savings or credit card
M. Turner
Po Box 1484
Elfers, FL 34680
win with me on blingo! I can vouch it really works. I've won
already.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Mishmash Entry - Temp Job, Weather, Hockey, Etc. Temp Job Let's see...so, I'm here at the temp job this afternoon. Feeling a little better which is good. I thought I was going in this morning, but there was a miscommunication with Rand and he didn't come get me. So I went back to sleep for a few hours. It turned out okay though since my stomach was a little fritzy this morning. I'll be back tomorrow though I'm not sure if for the afternoon or the whole day. I spoke with L. this afternoon (she's K.'s boss) and she was happy to see me. Said she was glad to have me in as much as I was up for but did mention something along the lines of "afternoons" specifically. So I guess it's up to me and how I feel. She smiled, flattered me and said that I could get more done in an hour here than A2 could in a week. Sad but true. Hopefully I'll get some time in before I train my third replacement. Maybe they will just, you know, realize the inveitable: I'm the best person for the job and even only doing part-time, I get everything they need done! *grins*
Either way, at least I'll be able to make up with today and tomorrow the expenses for the wedding, so that's awesome. I've also sold a few horns and halloween jewelry this week, so that's a big help too towards those costs. (It's still not too late to get in an order, by the way. Priority mail can still get it to you in time!!)
Weather Our brief cooler weather period last week were we were in the lower 80's has ended. It's been hot out. In fact, here's the current forecast:
Another front is approaching the bay area, but will likely have little impact on the region, our warm and humid almost summer-like conditions are in place for the evening and overnight. Temps this evening in the low to mid 80s with overnight lows in the mid 70s. MOre sunshine and clouds, humid too with only a slight chance of showers on Friday.
I hope the forecast holds true though. Right now, Tuesday of next week is showing a high of around 77F which would be amazing. And the first time we've gotten anywhere near that chilly so far. I know with people around the country already getting snow, it's hard to understand how 77F (25C) can be considered "chilly" but when it's still a feels-like temperature 91F (32.8C) trust me, it is!
Hockey! So, one of the nice perks that this company offers is various tickets to sporting events. Like, they are season ticket holders for the Tampa Bay Lightning (NHL) and the Tampa Bay [Devil] Rays (MLB) And employees get to sign up for the tickets - for free. We've seen several games the last few seasons because of this. The tickets are like $110 a seat, so it's not something we'd normally get to do. Well, anyway, Rand got them for tonight. So we're off to see some hockey this evening! I love me some hockey. It's early in the season, but it's still been months and months since the last game we saw back in the beginning of the year (last season.) I'm looking forward to it.
Etc. Beyond that...I'm getting stressed. My sister's wedding is getting close now. Tomorrow we're only one week away. Oy! It's crazy how nerve-wracking it is. Especially since its not even my wedding. But, when you're in the wedding party, there's a lot more involved, you know? Details, coordination of times and schedules, things that need doing, things that are extras the regular guests won't be dealing with, etc. It's crazy. I think it'll be nice though. Even if I'm going to be stuck, all awkward and lonely at the head table without Love. (Poor guy's going to be stuck sitting with either family or the other significant others/spouces of those in the bridal party.) To say I'm trying not to stress over my stomach for that many hours is an understatment but man, it has me worried.
*hums*
Well, I think that's about it. The cup of tea I drank is making demands on me, so I might as well wrap up. Especially since I've just been babbling through most of this entry. Heh.
A Little Better But Not Ok Yet I'm feeling a little better today. But I'm not fully alright yet. I was going to try to get into the temp job for the afternoon, but I just don't feel up to it. I got up, I tried pushing myself to get ready but I just couldn't do it.
What sucks is I'm supposed to pick up my bridesmaid dress today too but I don't feel up to borrowing Rand's Jeep and driving there either. I told K. I'd come in tomorrow for her which means I won't be able to do it then either.
Bah.
Just suckage all around. And time's running out on things. As it is, the $60 for the alterations (turned out to be $55 plus tax) is going to kill me. I have to play "what bill not to pay this month" to afford it. All the more reason I need to get in and work as many hours as I can for K. before they get a new temp. I just couldn't do it today though, no matter how desperate I am for the $40. I'm just not well enough yet.
Scared and in Pain It started last night. And it kept up all night, even waking me at a few points in time. I've got this horrible pain right in the center, up high at the mid point of the bottom of my ribs. Like, righ at the breastbone. It's non-stop pain like something is wedged in there. The reason this scares me is because a few years ago I had pain in the same spot and I ended up in the emergency room being treated for a gallbladder infection.
So I'm in pain, worried and K. calls me to see if I can come in tomorrow. They let A2 go since she was - as I predicted - a total waste of space. I desperately need the money, but right now, it hurts when I breathe sometimes and the pain is just constant. I don't want to end up in the ER again.
