{"id":824,"date":"2011-03-14T14:30:29","date_gmt":"2011-03-14T18:30:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/?p=824"},"modified":"2011-03-14T14:30:29","modified_gmt":"2011-03-14T18:30:29","slug":"emotional","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/2011\/03\/emotional\/","title":{"rendered":"Emotional"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So I wound up breaking down crying last night. Then I slept like crap. I woke up this morning&#8230;and broke down crying again. I tried to get myself ready for work but just was so overwhelmed with everything about the one-year &#8220;anniversary&#8221; of Rand&#8217;s passing I was just an emotional wreck. I wound up calling my boss and broke down crying <I>to him<\/i> explaining why I was so out of sorts today and went back to bed. <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/phoenixfiredesigns.com\/stuff\/emoticons\/sad0137.gif\"><\/p>\n<p>My dreams have been so thick and heavy lately and yet I&#8217;m exhausted when I wake up from them. I don&#8217;t remember all of them but several have been very emotional as well; everything from deep sorrow, to extreme frustration, to being upset. Just things where I&#8217;m very strained and stressed emotionally in my dreams. It&#8217;s so much to deal with.<\/p>\n<p>I thought I was doing well and getting through it pretty ok all things considered. But the last few days have been so hard and so, just&#8230;overwhelmingly emotional. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So I wound up breaking down crying last night. Then I slept like crap. I woke up this morning&#8230;and broke down crying again. I tried to get myself ready for work but just was so overwhelmed with everything about the one-year &#8220;anniversary&#8221; of Rand&#8217;s passing I was just an emotional wreck. I wound up calling&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,23,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-824","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general","category-grief","category-work"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/824","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=824"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/824\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":826,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/824\/revisions\/826"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=824"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=824"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/giveneyestosee.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=824"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}