So I'm back to work again today. (Again.) Yesterday I had such bad vertigo from the flu getting up into my head, I couldn't see straight. I'm still pretty dizzy today but I had to get in pretty much no matter what. I was going to try to stay an extra hour today but I'm not sure I can do that. I feel pretty horrible still and I'm so ready for this damned virus to run it's course and leave me the hell alone.
Right now it's 2pm. That means I have 2.5 hours left of my normal schedule but THREE and a half hours left if I try to make up some of my time. Ugh. My check next time will be non-existent from missing three days of work. It's going to suck and it's going to be hard for us to stay above water.
It's so frustrating that I can't seem to just "get better" right now. It's been over a week now but it feels like a year. Every single day I feel like crap and it just wears on you not only physically but emotionally and mentally too, you know? With the added pressure of taking time off work and the stress involved from that, ugh…I'm a mess.
I just want to be well again. Or at least what passes for well for me.
Category: General Blather