I woke up this morning with my neck/shoulder on fire. I have permanent damage in my neck and unfortunately, as I get older, it gets worse. Today was one of the really bad days where it's just miserably painful; the kind of painful you have to really work at not crying.
Tomorrow, Mika has her follow-up vet appointment so I can't get in for a massage then. And with it this bad, I can't wait until next week because it's just unbearable. So I was able to make an appointment for 4pm today. I'll leave work an hour early but at least I can get some relief. (I can make up the hour by staying 30 minutes late Thursday and Friday so no big loss.)
Now I'm just counting the seconds until 4pm.
The damned pain is so intense, it's running down my left arm and even making my left hand partially numb. It's so ridiculous how bad it gets when it's like this. I mean, it's bad in general all the time but days like today….ugh.
Don't really have the money for the appointment today but not getting some relief is even less of an option.
Category: General Blather