28 year old Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats, loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and believes growing up is overrated.



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Miss M. Turner
PO Box 1484
Elfers, FL 34680



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Help support Pet Cancer Awareness
I lost my beloved cat, Kush, to cancer in 2003. Cancer is the #1 disease-related cause of death for cats and dogs. With your support, together we can find a cure

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Reminder...

There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.

To these people I say grow up.

Here's a bit of info people...the web is a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty site has disappeared.

I pay for this site. It's mine. That means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else. Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care. This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't, it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.

*gets off soapbox*


Tooth Drive: I raised $550 of $850 I need for my dental work when the other shoe dropped. One of my teeth now needs a critical root canal - over $2,000 in costs. There's no way I can come up with this on my own in the next 2-3 months. So I need your help. Please consider using one of my links below. Pass my jewelry link along to others. Help spread the word. If I were able to get $10 from 200 people, I would be there. I don't think it's that much or that hard. But I need help. Thank you.


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M. Turner
Po Box 1484
Elfers, FL 34680

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

Overwhelmed
I'm not emotionally ready to get into the details of the last 24-odd hours. Excessive pain of a level I didn't know was possible, more crying and public breakdowns then one person should deal with in a day, two emergency dental appointments and the first stage of my root canal way ahead of schedule all come into play. There's so much to it though, it feels like it's been a week, not a day.

I'm totally physically drained (having passed out this evening already for a couple hours) and emotionally just...out of it. Foggy and disconnected from reality, I'm just not feeling right. I think I've kinda shut down a little as a defense mechanism.

I'm behind on contacting people about outstanding things like orders and such and I'm sorry. I'll try to get back to it all in the next day or so. It's just...I'm so disassociated right now that I can't think or focus on anything. I just wanted to post something so people didn't think I was blowing them off. I'm not. It's just been all a little overwhelming and I haven't been at the pc really at all in a couple days now.

It's been a terrible day. And I'm just tired and weary in all sense of the word. So more later probably on what happened. For now, I'm hoping for the healing relief of sleep.