28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and
two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in
photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
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Pet Cancer Awareness
I lost my beloved cat,
Kush, to cancer
in 2003. Cancer is the #1 disease-related cause of death for
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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Overwhelmed I'm not emotionally ready to get into the details of the last 24-odd hours. Excessive pain of a level I didn't know was possible, more crying and public breakdowns then one person should deal with in a day, two emergency dental appointments and the first stage of my root canal way ahead of schedule all come into play. There's so much to it though, it feels like it's been a week, not a day.
I'm totally physically drained (having passed out this evening already for a couple hours) and emotionally just...out of it. Foggy and disconnected from reality, I'm just not feeling right. I think I've kinda shut down a little as a defense mechanism.
I'm behind on contacting people about outstanding things like orders and such and I'm sorry. I'll try to get back to it all in the next day or so. It's just...I'm so disassociated right now that I can't think or focus on anything. I just wanted to post something so people didn't think I was blowing them off. I'm not. It's just been all a little overwhelming and I haven't been at the pc really at all in a couple days now.
It's been a terrible day. And I'm just tired and weary in all sense of the word. So more later probably on what happened. For now, I'm hoping for the healing relief of sleep.
Living Dead Girl Isn't that a song? Anyway...ugh. Last day at the temp job. Hopefully, I can convince them to let me head home at lunch time instead of 5:30pm. I'm still miserable from my never-ending cold. Wednesday was scratchy throat. Thursday sore throat. Friday I felt better. Friday night, the nose kicked in. Saturday and Sunday, it was nonstop runny nose and sneezing. Sunday night my stomach decided it wanted to join in on the party and kept me up literally all night. (Fuuuun.) Monday I had to miss work - not to rest which is what I wanted to do - but instead to sit in the health department waiting room for almost four hours. I had the unfortunate timing to have my yearly scheduled (months ago) while I was sick. So after being up all night and drinking WAY more pepto then anyone should ever be forced to in one day, I had to sit around the cold and uncomfortable waiting room all day. I also didn't eat before I left (fearing I'd lose it) so when I left at 5pm, I hadn't had food in almost 24 hours. Oh and they drew blood. Yesterday was such a great day. I finally made it home around 6pm.
Which leads me back to today. I had to get up at 7:30am to come into the temp job. Probably the very last thing I wanted to do. I'm still so tired and sore and just...run down from my cold. I'm coughing and my nose still has it's moments. More then anything, I just need to curl up and sleep. And sleep. And sleep some more. Let myself recoup from it all. My strength and endurance is nil, and even after only two hours here, I'm physically exhausted and drained. There's nothing like a cold to zap every last drop of life out of you.
So...ugh. Please, please, let me have only another hour and a half here. Surely they can get by without me this afternoon? Surely? Yeah I know. Who am I trying to convince? Heh. Love thought I shouldn't even come in today at all but it's a good thing I did since the other lady who can cover as a backup is out this morning. (Though she'll be back for the afternoon half of the day.) I'm just more then ready for bed.
Alright. Enough cold talk. I'm just telling you, this cold has kicked my ass. Hard. And I'm so done with being sick.
