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The Day the Element Died

Posted by miss m on Friday, August 1, 2014 @ 1:17pm in Blog, Car Issues, General Blather, Grief, Photography and Pics |

First off: Love is ok. The car, however is dead. It’s been a fucking morning from hell. My phone rang at 7am. I had been asleep 4 hours. It was my guy in a shaky voice telling me he was in an accident. I threw clothes on and drove to his work. (About 30 minutes […]

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Three Years

Posted by miss m on Wednesday, March 13, 2013 @ 7:00am in General Blather, Grief |

To my dear friend… Lovingly remembered Deeply missed Never forgotten Rand July 30, 1967 – March 13, 2010

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Happy Halloween

Posted by miss m on Wednesday, October 31, 2012 @ 11:13am in Family, General Blather, Grief, Holidays, Photography and Pics |

Yesterday, I carved a foam (fake) pumpkin. It was the first I’d made since Rand died and we accidentally lost the dozen or so pumpkins that we had saved over the years. And unlike the one I made for Mom, this one, I used one of the fancy patterns. Tonight, I think I’m going to […]

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Happy Birthday Rand

Posted by miss m on Monday, July 30, 2012 @ 8:00am in General Blather, Grief |

Today would have been Rand’s 45th birthday. He was born in 1967; ten years before me and one year after my sister. Also just 10 days before Love’s brother. Funny how things connect like that sometimes. We lost him far too soon on March 13, 2010. Of course, as the date drew closer, I started […]

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Selfish Grief

Posted by miss m on Tuesday, May 1, 2012 @ 11:56am in Finances, General Blather, Grief, Love, M's Birthday, Sickness and Health Issues |

I’ve discovered with Rand’s passing that grief has many faces, shows up in many different ways and comes and goes with varying impact – even long after you think it should still bother you. It was two years this March and many days it’s easier to deal with; the grief is well-worn in and doesn’t […]

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In A Bad Place

Posted by miss m on Wednesday, March 21, 2012 @ 4:56pm in Finances, General Blather, Grief, Hysterectomy, PhoenixFire Designs, Sickness and Health Issues |

I thought I was dealing with last week being the 2nd anniversary of Rand’s death pretty well, until I realized last night as I was getting ready for bed that I’m actually in a bad place. I’m really angry and have no patience right now and everything is overwhelming pissing me off disproportionately to what […]

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Painfully Numb

Posted by miss m on Tuesday, March 13, 2012 @ 11:58am in General Blather, Grief, Photography and Pics |

Today is two years since my best friend, Rand, passed away. And needless to say, it’s been difficult for me all over again. I read in a book recently that grief never truly goes away, you just kinda forget about it until something reminds you and then the pain rushes back as fresh as ever. […]

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Feeling Blue

Posted by miss m on Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 2:58pm in General Blather, Grief |

It’s the time of year again where I get a little sad and melancholy. When dates and events start reminding me of my friend Rand’s passing two years ago. It stirs up some sadness and feelings of grief. Two years ago, Love was getting ready to celebrate his 40th birthday on the 18th. So Rand […]

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